kolahol toh baron holo

Shesh ratri r chander aloy bhora mihi ondhokare tomar mridu shopne nidra bhange !

Bhor hote akhono kichu shomoy royeche jani , aami janalar dhare rakha amar chosma ta khujchi amoni shomoy mone holo ei asposhto dristite jeno khola chokhe tomar aaboron dhora dilo. Amar ar bhoy nei ko, nei aar kono abhimaan , ami niradore nei ar purono obbhesh gulo ekhon aste aste charte parchi.

Dirghodiner obbhesh e r das aami nimishe bicholito hoye jabo bhebechile ? koi tomake aagle dhorar bindu matro aagroho toh porlo na mone ! Tobuo bhorer shesh shopno shotti hoy bhebe ami thik korlam je uthe porbo.

Aalo jele ditei chokh duti kuchke gelo . aami aaynar shamne dariye ! Aaj bohu kal dhore poripati korini , jodio baire jawar pothei royeche dariye(aayna) ami je shesh kobe chul dari kamiyechi mone kortei parlam na. Dekhe monehocche besh kichudin hoye geche , deho ti jeno netiye geche ... gaal dudike bhenge guje geche kintu dari r soite shey biyog sposhto noy. Bolai bahullo aager shree ta hariye geche ! Bhablam ek diner babot etotuku swa-shomalochona jothesto...

Fresh hoye niye , cha baniye nilam ! Baire akhono ondhokar ... Shonge jhiri jhiri brishti jemon amay niye golpo korche ! Hoyeche bujhi tomar kokhono emn? Nijeke shondeho korar baatik ta emoni barti je hothat monehoy shomosto bishwo jure shudhu tomari ku-chorcha cholche?

Adou , ei dharona ti kokhono eriya jay ki na sheto ami janina , kintu jothashomoy er sathey boshobas korte shikhe niyechi.

Ei dekho, shopno te ki dekhlam bolai toh holo na !

Aasha korchi mone ache shei prothom chobi dekhte jawa , pukurpare boshe tumar gaan shunechi bare bare ! Prothom baar lukiye cigerette khawa ... Asha korchi ontoto emon kichu kotha akhono bhuloni

Tader moddhye ek emon shriti holo amader puranbari ! dekhechi chotobela...

Ami khelchi shamner mathe hothat daak porlo tomar ! tumi bari jawar aage thik isharay bujhiye dile amay ... khelte khelte shopnei hothat boyosh bere kuri(20) . Ki bepare janina , kintu shedin bhishon raag e chile tumi ! Amar andaaj college e karo sathe hashi thatta korte dekhechile . Byaparti amar kache jototi shamanno, bujhlam tomar jonne ototi jotil. Raag e lal oi gal phulano mukh ta dekhte bhari shundor lagchilo shotti

Tumi amar hath chepe dhore boshechile, nana rokomer abhiman phute jhorchilo tomar mukh diye aar aami stobdho hoye shudhu tomar dike takiyei roilam. Nokh dabiye chamra gheshe pray rokto berhoy emon shomoy jhor jhor kore tmr chokh duto jhore porlo ! Ki maya ei prem ! tokhon onek shahos kore bolechilam ,

"Dekhechi lokeder bolte bohubaar, kintu toke aami kokhono bolini keno janis ? Bhoy kore ! kal ki hobe ami janina tobu theke theke jodi ei muhurtyo guli emni boye jete di tahole bodhoy nijeke kokhono khoma korte parbona . "

Chokher jol muche diye bollam, "Ei mishti mukhe dukkho manay na , ar tar theke beshi amar shojyo hoy na ! ami toke bhalobashi , bodhoy nijer theke onek beshi . Bhalobeshe eshechi ar Bhalobeshe jabo ! "

Tar por hothat dariye porle. Amar hath dhore shobar shamne diye niye gele mondire . Bolle, dibbi khey bolte...

Bollam ! Ar tarpor aakre dhore chup kore dariye roile . Amar buk kaapche khub jore , tumio bujhtei perechile .

Thik jemon aaj o kaape tomar naam shune . Tai ar ei chithi te naam ullekh korini tomar !

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